30.10.07

Don't it always seem to go that you don't know what you've got till it's gone?

I'm working overtime today. In fact, I've done so the past one week less the weekend. I find that I work faster at nights. In fact, I've known that..err..fact years ago when I started cramming during university days. I like driving back to JB late at night. I like to lepak at mamak late at night. I like baking late at night.

Or maybe I'm just a procrastinator who thrives on doing things at the very last of last minutes just for the heck of it. And end up forgetting something. Or some things. I keep forgetting things. Maybe it's an early sign for senility. Maybe I'm senile already.

Reminds me of my (late) senile grandma, Mama. Taking care of her was a constant struggle. She kept asking the same things over, and over, and over again. Dapat pulak aku tidur satu bilik dengan Mama, so I was the Information Counter lah. If you don't have my patience, you'll just crumble and perhaps snap at the old woman. Hell, I snapped at her countless times. Aku ni taklah penyabar sangat orangnya. But now when she's gone..biasalah manusia ni. You never know what you've got until it's gone.

So let's appreciate what we have right now. Be thankful for what you have, for the people around you who love you, for the people you love. Haha tengah psycho diri sendiri untuk menghadapi status sebagai isteri orang.

Haha psycho psycho. Did you know that Zufri is my first and only boyfriend? Haha, I guess I'll never know what I'm missing. Wakakaka.

4 comments:

peachy said...

im being politically correct here, but you really need to just focus on what you have rather than concentrate on what you don't have.. im ur big sister, so i know! huhuhu

He & She said...

Weh, updatelah lu punya blog! And by the way, just how long lah can you talk about diamonds?

p/s:not really interested in diamonds, since I'm a diamond myself! wakakaka maybe you should get to know me!

peachy said...

weh, ur not a diamond. k yen tuh diamond.

He & She said...

Intan dengan berlian tu sama lah. We both are diamonds ler..