I have my own CCTV

The girl who sits behind me, but facing the opposite direction in office is Chin Chin. She's really nosey, especially since I got pregnant hehe. I for one can not accept having to drink just hot/warm water all the time. Haha maybe once a week OKlah. So anyway almost everyday of last month, I'd tapau teh ais/teh o ais after having breakfast. After a few days, Chin Chin (aptly nick named CCTV hehe) tak boleh tahan dan tegur aku kerana minum air ais. Then one more time I came into the office with a stick of ice cream, and she practically shouted at me,
"U makan ais krim?"
Hohohoho. I said alah, bukan selalu. Sekali sekala saja. And that I gained only 300g the last month, so I feel I deserved the ice cream. A cornetto, no less. And you know what she said?
"Bukan selalu?! Sudah tiga kali wo I nampak u makan ais krim!"
Hahahahaha. Wtf? Bongok gila. Hahahaha. Not that I mind pun actually. It's good to have someone care about you. And I don't blame her. She miscarried at 5 1/2 months. Kesian, kan? Now she's trying again. The reason I'm blogging about CCTV is that she's resigning. Sob sob, my er sort of only friend on my floor's resigning. Sob sob. Who am I gonna get the latest gossip from? Darn.
Oh but the reason she's resigning is much much more controversial than any other office gossip. Apparently, everyone else in the company got a raise, except for her and us new, yet to be confirmed people. And the reason she didn't get a raise? Because she's planning to have a baby! Belum lagi pregnant sudah didiskriminasi, apatah lagi golongan wanita mengandung seperti aku? Kata bos, kerana aku mengandung, aku tiada banyak kerja jadi kenapa harus confirmkan aku? (They extended my probation period for another six months). The only thing I'm worried about is that maternity leave only applies to confirmed staff. So how?
CCTV's leaving because she feels bullied. I can't leave now. I mean, who'll take in a pregnant woman? Very stressful, I tell you. So now I've taken to staying back most days to show my "co-operation to get my work done".
Bleurgh. Ikutkan hati, aku resign besok sekali dengan CCTV. But not yet. Later maybe. Bodoh punya boss.
Can't really be bothered lah sebenarnya. Hehe. Berdoalah agar aku confirm dalam masa 3 bulan ni. Please. Hehe.
On a slightly different topic, I'm having my 4th antenatal checkup this Wednesday. Seriously tak sabar nak tunggu, hohoho. I'm turning 6 months next tuesday. 3 more months to go! Semoga confirm segera. Amin.


Nasib baik free

Watched 'The Tattooist' the other day, courtesy of red.fm hahaha. Mula2 masa cue to sms tu aku smslah, tak sangka pulak aku menang. Dia call, tapi aku cancel call tersebut, haha. Pengecut nak mampos. Tapi dia announce jugak sebagai pemenangnya. Kitorang pun pegi naik monorail, pasal dekat GSC Pavillion.

Nobody offered me a seat in the LRT! Honestly, these people. Ughh. I could never catch their eye because everyone seemed to concentrate either on their handphones or at their reflection on the err cermin tingkap. Sheesh. Those who weren't diverted their eyes as soon as we made contact. Huh. Sudahlah. Tunggulah nanti korang mengandung mcmana. Korang tu hari-hari naik LRT pegi kerja.


Baru real beb

Hello helloooooo. Been having really tiring days lately. Balik kerja pergi rumah sewa buat apa-apa yang patut, balik rumah Kak Yen, lepak, buat kerja freelance pulak lepas tu tidor. And the cycle begins again the next morning. Serius memenatkan, tapi aku kuat! Hohoho.
Tummy's quite big now, but I reckon that I don't look like I'm 5 months already. Everything's just going smoothly now. Ada kerja freelance, ada overtime. Bolehlah save duit untuk beli barang-barang rumah. What with our new home and new car on the way hahaha. Aku dah give up dah. Tak kuasa aku nak call bank merayu-rayu mintak bagi aku loan. Kereta lama aku pun elok lagi apa.
So anyways, aku kena inject on Wednesday and it's still sore. Can't even sleep on my left side. What lah. Oh, this Saturday we're driving up to Ipoh for breakfast. Hahahaha. Can't wait! Real Ipoh White Coffee.