Picture Perfect

What a Kodak moment, ey?

Argh my contacts are killing my eyes! Seriously, I fell asleep in the toilet because my eyes were too dry! Hohoho.

Crying game

I always have this sort of expectation on how I'm supposed to feel when something big happens to me. Examples:-

1st- I have always cried at weddings. Once, I attended a church wedding of mummy's friend's daughter and I cried. At both my sister's wedding I cried. So naturally I thought I'd cry at my very own, but no! Zufri did, though. Heh heh.

2nd-When I was pregnant, I cried watching Rachel giving birth. I even cried reading about birthing experiences. But did I cry when Emma was born? Hell no. I mean I did try, but if I did succeed it'd just seem so fake, kan? Haha so I went with my instinct and laughed instead and said "Hello (bukan nak kata Assalamualaikum hehe), do you remember me?". Did not shed a tear.

3rd-When Ujie said her heart broke and how she bawled her eyes out on her way to work the first time she left Maryam, I prepared myself for an all out tear fest. After all, I am (or perhaps used to be) a Drama Queen kan. But again, no. I actually felt (jangan bagitau Zufri tau!) quite relieved to be able to be on my own for 8 hours daily. But of course I can't wait to get home to be with her, but whatever. Haha kejam.

Yelah, lain orang lainlah ragamnya. But so you know, I REALLY wanted to cry at the 3 most important events of my life so far. Too bad they didn't happen. Hahaha. Happy Wednesday!

p/s : Wednesday is my most favourite day.

Happy Raya!

Assalamualaikum semua. Di hari baik bulan baik, walaupun dah 21 hari kita beraya, izinkan saya memohon segala ampun dan maaf atas segala silap dan salah yang telah diperlakukan. Sesungguhnya saya hanya insan biasa.

Ok, now to my post. Hari raya sucked! First, ada drama yang gila-gila membabitkan my stepmom and stepgranny. Malas nak cerita panjang, cukuplah aku cakap yang bapak aku tak spend hari raya eve with his new wife. Sheesh. Nak bawak diri ke kubur. wtf? But she makes a mean kuih suji, man! Seriously.

So this was my first raya with Zufri, and Emma (duh haha). When we were deciding on where to spend the 1st raya, and he decided SP, I asked him to justify his decision. Terus dia pissed off ngan aku. Hohoho. At least I can justify why I wanted to go back to JB first. Because, my part of the family save my small nucleus family, have yet to see Emma. Aku kan pantang kat SP, so sume org dah tengok Emma. Tu je. Senang kan.

2nd day raya kita balik SP pulak. Oh sangat jauh dan membazir wang, OK? And the journey home? Gawd, macam tah hape-hape. Jam gila OK! Sangat penat, walaupun bukan aku yang drive. And to top things off, Monday I start work after two whole months of lazing around. Sigh..

Banyak sebenarnya yang aku nak cerita, tapi budak2 cina depan aku ni bisinglah, plus aku perlu mengepam, dan makan, dan Zohor. Argh. Dan PC kat rumah dah rosak. Argh lagi.

Mari berbuka puasa!

On Wednesday I was no longer confined to home, hehe so we had buka puasa at Nando's One Utama. Then we bought Emma her stroller. Haha.

On Thursday plak we had a buka puasa outing at Sari Ratu, Kelana Jaya. As usual, their jus alpukat habis. Boring siot. Asal pegi jek abis. Dalam banyak-banyak kali aku pegi, sekali jek aku dapat merasakan keenakan jus avocado itu.

All the above was sponsored by this person below. Thank you very much dear beloved sister. Who is on her way to Germany as I type. On business class, no less. Oh seronoknya.

Tomorrow the usual people are having buka puasa makan-makan in Mid Valley pulak. Its been ages since I last went there. Last year the session was at Madam Kwan's and later we bowled. This time around, ada pertambahan iaitu Wan Rose and family, and I doubt we're going bowling.

Serious boring post aku kali ni. Belasah je la. Perut aku buncit la. Memula dulu lepas bersalin ok je. Abis pantang ni belasah makan ngan minum air sejuk, ambik. Argh tension. Mujurlah berat aku dah kembali ke pre-pregnancy weight. Tapi ukuran belum turun. Aku pun musykil. Oh, bontot aku dah leper, tak sepower dulu. Hahahaha. Korang tak caya tengok esok.

Salam Ramadhan

OK. I just love showing my cute baby off, hehe. So first off, some overdue pictures.

This is from when Emma was hospitalized for jaundice. The hairband was used to cover her eyes, not as a fashion accessory.

Although I did find it cute and eventually bought one for her, hehe. Muka dia juga ada sedikit sebanyak rashes, probably from my milk.

Ini dia cara penggunaan sebenar hairband tersebut. Kui kui kui, tido tebogel dan terbongkang selama tiga malam dalam air cond yang agak sejuk.

Mooooving on, this is Emma nursing hihihi. Sangat comel.

The following two pictures are of Emma sleeping. I do not know why the heck does she sleep like that! The second picture makes her look like she's dancing, kan? Ni during afternoon naps, when she's not swaddled.

Ini seorang Emma yang sangat chubby. Macam Sin Chan pun ada jugak, kan? Hohoho.

Ini masa berendoi. Habis rambut Emma ditarah-tarah sesuka hati. Kami tak cukur licin. Ikutkan aku cukur licin bagus sikit, nampak kemas. Mak Zufri tak mau. Biarlah. Dia yang sponsor sume, ikut je lah. Hahaha.

Kikiki lepas cukur jambul kena pakai bedak sejuk. Bouncer tu moyang dia yang bagi. Semoga panjanglah umurnya.

And finally, a closest to smiling picture yang sempat ditangkap.

Selamat berpuasa kepada semua. Semoga Ramadhan ini lebih baik daripada yang lepas-lepas.